lonely

[Plan9FromAuburn]

i've lived this life of sin
that explains the hell i'm in
and i hate to go to sleep
cause you're always in my dreams
i'm just
lonely
so lonely

your memory won't go away
i miss you every single day
if i'd known life was so long
i'd have never done you wrong
i'm just
lonely
so
lonely

it's not hard for me to decide
tween living hell and suicide
i thought i could just set you free
but it has been the death of me
i'm just
lonely
so
lonely



these are the first auto-biographical lyrics i've written since a song in high school about taking acid on spring break. i guess i just want people to see that if it is true love, i don't think it ever stops hurting. five years gone and she's still there, in my head and my heart.